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Actually, I can remember as far back as 1973, of connecting with my twin soul’s energies, I was 10 while watching a movie made in the late sixties. (Wish I can remember the title.) It was during the end of the film, the on-screen couple finally got to be together after the usual struggles etc. Actually, it was very romantic, the scene’s emotions and energies resonated with me. Also during that time period, the song “Sweet City Woman” by the Stampeders became a hit and was playing on the radio, I also associate this song to this moment of connecting with my twin soul’s energies. To this day I can recall my feelings, the indescribable emotions I felt from that connection. It was magical, emotional and life changing. I cannot help but measure all potential relationships to it. Funny, my late husband Rich and I came to think “Sweet City Woman” as OUR song.
Sweet City Woman I feel or sense my twin soul most of the time, his presence has settled within my heart chakra. For the most part, his presence is warm, comforting and steadfast, other times a dull ache emanates throughout my heart area. As I write this the ache is here, it is a sign we are connected and aware of each other. I have no idea if the physical Jorge feels or senses my presence within himself.
Later on, in the evening the ache and energy were intensifying, emotions were bubbling up to the surface with no physical source to direct the cause. I prepared myself for bed with the hope I could talk with my best friend who is also a Reiki Master about this. We began to talk, she could sense right away I wasn’t my self. I told her how emotional I was feeling, the ache in my heart chakra, the intense energy around that area. She asked me to wait a few minutes while she centered herself and to call in her spiritual team. Once she was ready I began with my questions. “I am feeling strong vibes coming from Jorge though I don’t know why, any ideas?” Her reply, “Do you think maybe he has been quite busy with spiritual stuff?” I replied, “not sure.” “Well have you tried to ask spirit?” She asked. “No,” I said. She asked, “Is what you are feeling sadness from him? I am not able to get a clear answer.” I asked her, “Is it from him physically or spiritually?” “I feel it is the physical” she replied. I explained to her the emotions I was receiving were very overwhelming. With a aha moment my friend exclaims, “Now I know. He has come across something that has made him second guess should he be doing this job. He has seen something really horrible and is saddened by it. It is to do with children.” I remember a conversation I had with another friend last week, she told me she sensed that Jorge was considering retiring from his job so maybe this will be the clincher. “Wow!” I replied. My friend continued on with what she was recieving from Spirit or Jorge, “I can almost hear him asking why? They are children, little angels… He is done with the job. He is ready to crack.” I replied, “Not good.” “No,” she said, “I can now feel the sadness”. “So,” I asked, why am I feeling it so much, I mean he doesn’t know I exist?” “Because this type of thing also affects spirit, his higher self. Something like that resonates to spirit,” she replied. “I wish he knew I existed,” came my next response. During this point in our conversation I begin to sob, I mean sob. I am an empath, I pick up other’s emotions and energies very quickly and boy was I picking up Jorge’s both spiritual Jorge and the physical Jorge. “His higher self feels the same,” my friend remarked. “He knows that it can’t be but he wishes it to… He will come to you later tonight to get healing and strength from you. It will be a little rough at first but after a few minutes his soul will settle and be renewed. He will cry with you. I can feel how upset the earthly Jorge is.” I validated what she was picking up. “He is really upset…yes, I am feeling it. Crying myself,” I replied. “By coming together, she said, you will give earthly Jorge the strength to move on, to seek solace in his family and he will be ok. It will take a little time but he will rally back. I am glad they (spirit) did not tell you too much. From his voice this was a very very tough day. “ During our conversation I felt a presence up against my right side. The warmth grew hotter, the presence grew more solid as time went on. I informed my friend about Jorge’s presence. “I’m not sure if he is here or not, I feel a presence on my right side…it is warm and solid. It’s him,” I confirmed. “He is there,” she confirms. “Give him time to settle. You will help him a lot tonight.” I begin to hear his thoughts and voice within my mind. “He keeps telling me he’s sorry.” “He will lie beside you and help dry your tears. He is worried because you can feel all he feels and he is trying to protect you,” relaying his message. “Let him know you are ok…” In tears I reply, “I’m sad because he is sad and I’m also sad because we can’t be together.” “Yes. He knows that,” she replies. Now I am having a three-way conversation. “I told him I’m OK and he said, “No you’re not.” “You will be ok,” my friend replied. “A huge part of you aches for him as he aches for you.” As our three-way conversation continued “I heard him say he would go because he’s upsetting me, I said it doesn’t matter if you go I still feel you so don’t. This is not fair!” “Yes, it’s not fair, she replied. I think he will stay. Just tell him to ease a bit on the emotions and things will settle. You will be ok now that you know he is ok…tell him that. The sadness will go as the night progresses. You are his strength, love and wholeness.” I turned on my side and spoke out loud and asked Jorge if he truly wished he and I could be fully together? He said, “Of course.” And then I said can’t we just talk about this for a bit? “You know it’s a moot point she said. Is he the type that once he has said what he needed to say that there is no further discussion? “Can you ask if we were to meet would he have any recognition at all?” Through her he replied. “There would be a slight inkling but nothing more. Not meant to be in this lifetime for either of us.” “It is hard, was her reply. As he has said he is working to find someone for you to be with. He is working very hard and he knows you have special wishes and he is trying to fill these wishes for you.” We ended our conversation as it was getting late. I settled back down under my covers, laid on my left side and felt Jorge come to lay infront of me. His heat and solid presence comfort me as I knew I was doing the same for him. He kissed me and held me tight in a loving embrace. I told him I loved him. The next morning, I woke up briefly, I didn’t want to wake up because I knew Jorge and I were together in the higher realms all night. I felt his energies all around me. I felt everything about him. I knew his energies, personality so well. I basked in it. I had asked him many times to assist me in remembering our times together in spirit and this was that time. Having access to the Akashic Records always amazes me, I receive healing, knowledge, and understanding of its energies. I know Jorge loves me. I know I am not crazy because I know this connection is very similar to how I felt with another…
As an Akashic Records consultant, I am able to access my own and other’s Akashic Records when given permission. One’s Akashic Records can be accessed through the Soul Star Chakra or the Eighth Chakra. The Akashic Records are the energetic records of all souls about their past lives, their present lives, and possible future lives, and are metaphorically described as a library and are also compared to a universal computer or the ‘Mind of God’. The existence of such Records has been known by many cultures and called by various names – the “Book of Life” as referenced in the Bible, the “Hall of Records” and the “Eye of God”. I began my journey of learning how to access the Akashic Records properly and reverently over a year ago. From the beginning while exploring my own records I’d see a huge door to the entrance of my Akashic Records, waiting for me was my guide Ascended Master El Morya. Once inside I instantly received visions. I could see long hallways with doors on either side. I entered rooms, some full of items and symbols associated with my soul experiences. I could also see areas of healing my soul could visit whenever it wished. During different times I accessed my Akashic Records, Master El Morya or another Master(s) would usher me down a hallway and out the back or side entrance to the outside into lush green gardens leading me down a path into the woods, then to a clearing where there was a huge pond or small lake. Here I would meet many friends, soul mates, Masters and much more. So it was during an impromptu personal Akashic Record session in which I received this information about Jorge and myself. (Please note, when I am in the Akashic Records whether it be for myself or my client I usually write the information down or type it.) As I entered my Akashic Records I saw pure white clouds, I am told they are symbols of a clearing of old thoughts, beliefs, and energies that no longer serve me. I have a clear slate to start a new life, a new beginning. The “fog” was lifted from my thoughts and energies. As I delved further into my records I sensed Jorge there, I asked: “why is Jorge here?” I am told, “he is your twin soul – a part of you, a part of you that is missing. He is the other half of your spark. He is you and you are he. You love him and he loves you. Your twin soul is really you, a part of your soul rejoining to become whole again. Bringing back all it has learned, experienced into balance for all your soul fragments or “sparks” to enjoy, embrace, to learn and love. This is all part of the Ascension process.” I then ask, “is it not incestuous to want a relationship or more importantly a connection with Jorge?” I was told, “it is perfectly natural, and it is what all “sparks”, twin souls want…that soul connection…that deep soul love on many levels of awareness. This is why he is here, the reason he has found a way to reconnect with you. The soul connection was already there but you in the physical didn’t know him, you knew about twin souls and you thought of another as your twin soul but that was incorrect. Jorge wanted to solidify the connection and now it has been forged. He wishes to remind you that the both of you are always connected spiritually. Now that you are aware physically of this soul connection, it has strengthened and is forged in golden energy, which cannot be broken. I reply, “this makes it hard.” “Why”, my guidance asked? I replied, “I want a physical relationship with him.” “We know, it is not possible at this time, not now. We are working to manifest a deep soul connection/relationship for you. Please be patient,” was the reply. Then in a different hand (he took over the writing) and a different clear strong no nonsense voice I hear Jorge. “Know we are forever entwined as one, connected to the source. Connected to all, one in the same with no end. Love is eternal. Love is. This lifetime is just a drop in the bucket in comparison to eternity. We are together in the higher realms. We work in service under Archangel Michael. You and I were given blue swords and shields of light from the Warrior Archangel to retrieve lost souls who still have a spark of the Creator’s Light within them. We travel to places where others don’t want to go to bring these souls back to salvation. We fight demons, specters and energy forms assisting the Light Forces, this is who we are, our chosen calling.” Jorge then presents me with a daisy. And lovingly says to me with a smile and a wink, “You love daisies of all kinds, you grow them almost in every lifetime you are in.” And I do. To be continued… The recount of “My Twin Soul Reconnect” will be told in many blog entries. I will italicize passages channeled directly from my twin soul. All names have been changed to protect privacy. Introduction
My twin soul and I want our story to be told in order to inspire others to strive for a higher and deeper love. To fully awaken to the wonderment of soul love which is beyond physical passion, physical desires and emotions. This kind of soul love relationship lasts until the end of time. It is a bond a connection so sacred and cherished it is reverent. It exists on the higher spiritual planes and can be felt and experienced within the physical plane if you are open to it and ready to allow this sacred connection into your life. My twin soul from his vantage point protects and nurtures our relationship like a warrior he is resolute and strong. I define twin souls as creations from energies or sparks split into two from the Creator. These halves are identical in energy and vibration and are complete on their own. They are thought to be masculine and feminine halves of the whole, and when they come back together they create something greater than just the two. Twin souls are never really separated and more of them have chosen to physically incarnate at the same time in order to serve the planet and to accelerate their spiritual growth and ultimate union. Twin soul relationships focus mostly on growth, coming together for the service of others. There is a strong magnetic pull, the connection is felt on all levels and is stable and constant. There may be challenges in the relationship but these challenges are more about the “self” than the other. Part 1 I have learned during the course of my life that everything happens for a reason. I may not know why at the time but during the course of my life these life events I reflect upon are during times of solace, meditation and healing. How I happened to reconnect with my twin soul came from a bit of heartache and deception I believe orchestrated prior to this lifetime. To clarify the reconnect with my twin soul I mean remembering who he is, and connecting with him while living separate lives on the physical plane. Further, both he and I are leading separate lives half a world apart, but one of us (me) is communicating with the other’s (his) higher self. I am aware if it, his physical self is not. Apparently, as you will read further, it was planned for us to reconnect this way. I was to learn of his existence both spiritually and physically. He tells me it is all to do with my growth and letting go of the grief of my husband’s death. I am to remember who I am spiritually and what the two of us accomplish on other realms and nonchalantly he remarks, “just another part of the awakening and ascension process, are you ready?” A spiritual relationship whether it is just friendship or romantic can be soul deep. The stronger the connection or relationship the deeper and intimate it becomes. Twin soul relationships are soul deep, they bring out this yearning to be one, to connect, to meld each other’s energies together into a sweet frenzy of love. It is difficult to describe the experience of connectedness of this soul melding. It uplifts you, it energizes you, you feel complete, your whole being on all levels exude a joy, a bliss, an exaltation. Once you have experienced this kind of spiritual relationship, you crave for that soul melding, that connection all the time and with someone on the physical plane. Part 2 My spiritual reconnect with my twin soul came about through an on-line encounter with a scammer. This person used stolen images of my twin soul whom I will call “Jorge” to lure me into his web of deception. The images of the physical “Jorge” were for most women an attraction. He was handsome, solid and muscular, a nice smile, and stood proud and strong. He had in my opinion kind, knowing, soulful eyes, that held amusement and a zest for life, eyes one could see his soul with and this is where the reconnect began. It was like his soul jumped out of the screen and connected with mine. It was subtle in the beginning, meant to get my attention. (Note, I have had this experience before recognizing souls I have known in the past, sometimes I would get a jolt, a soft energy pull, or I just know. It is all in the eyes.) During the five weeks of communicating with this scammer I started to feel and sense a connection with “Jorge” in the photos, not so much with the scammer. I felt an energy connection, a soul connection and it kept growing stronger. My friend who is a Reiki Master could see a beautiful green, pink and gold energy cord flowing from my heart chakra to “Jorge” and it flowing back to me. By-the-way, from the beginning of this on-line relationship, I was skeptical, my radar was up and was very leery, I even went as far as consulting my angel tarot cards enquiring if the man in the pictures was real and not scamming me. The cards always came up that he was an upstanding, caring, respectable man and it was a great match. I even consulted a few angel intuitives and it was suggested this was a great match etc. So what was going on here? Looking back I realized I didn’t ask the right questions. I asked about the man in the photos. I must back track here, earlier on in my “relationship” with “Jorge”, I printed a colour photo of him and placed it on my alter, on top of the photo I put a big rose quartz and encircled it with smoky quartz, amethyst, clear quartz and black tourmaline to keep “Jorge” safe and loved. (“Jorge” works in a dangerous occupation.) The soul connection during the last two weeks of my on-line “scammer relationship” was becoming really strong, I began to feel “Jorge’s” presence, and could sense him near and hear his thoughts. At night while lying awake thinking, I could feel him come and lay down alongside me, like he was embracing and holding me. Our energies blending, beginning at the sacral chakra to move up to the heart chakra. I could feel a slight breeze as he kissed my lips, I felt warmth, I felt safe but most of all I felt loved. Part 3 – The Fall Out After a month, I finally had proof the person who was impersonating “Jorge” was a scammer, my emotional world turned upside down. I became angry, disillusioned, and sad. I woke up most mornings in a panic realizing what I thought was going to be a wonderful new stage in my life was in fact a big fat lie. In my rage I deleted all of the pictures I had of “Jorge”. I deleted all conversations and connections with the scammer. I didn’t want a reminder of what I “thought” I had lost. Little did I realize my relationship with “Jorge” was not over and it really wasn’t a scam. I must admit my encounter with the “scammer” and the reconnect with my twin soul Jorge woke me up to the fact that I was ready for a relationship, to move forward. “When your soul is ready to meet your matching half, your matching half will appear,” as Andrew M Parsons writes in his book Twin Flames: Discover The Mythology of Soul Mates and The Twin Flame Union, Disunion, and the Reunion. The loss of my husband nine years ago was for the most part behind me though there are still fragments floating around I can honestly say I have come through the other side of grief and survived. I have known my husband Rich was a very close soulmate and from my soul group I now realized part of our journey together was to prepare me for the coming of my twin soul, and his death was to speed up my spiritual awakening. I am forever grateful and I love him for this gift. “Losing” a loved one affects you on so many levels. The loss can tear everything in your world apart and causes you to look at the world, the people in it and yourself in such a different light. Light is the key word here. I wanted to shut the light out. I didn’t want to have anything to do with it. Though the light had wanted everything to do with me. The light persevered, it flowed into every crack in the huge wall I erected after Rich died in order to heal and to communicate. During the week of my discovery of dishonesty, I reached out to some wonderful people along with my close friends for support to make sense of what I was feeling regarding the man in the photos I had such a connection with and why my guidance I thought was so wrong. My inner voice kept looping over and over again, stop! You are crazy, stop thinking about him. I was compelled to retrieve most of the photos the scammer sent me. I tried, for a week afterward not to look at his pictures and most importantly not to think about him. I even tried not to reach out spiritually or energetically. This was so difficult to do, another void settled into my life yet again. Let me tell you, my spiritual team, as I call them were in my bad books. I ignored them and didn’t want to hear or sense them at all. I was mad. I even told them off and said I would trade them in for new ones if they couldn’t understand what I was telling them. How arrogant am I? How they got my attention back was very creative and magical. I chuckle as I write this. It happened while I was at work near the end of my day. I work at a small public library, a patron came in looking for a series for her daughter. I showed her where the series should be, bent down to search on the bottom shelf. I see neatly placed alongside the books were two Doreen Virtue Archangel Tarot cards. Quickly I picked them up like nothing was amiss and proceeded to the other side of the shelves to where the series the lady was inquiring about and sent her on her way. I headed back to my office to have a look at these cards. Please note, there is no way these cards were just left there by a patron. No way! I sat down at my desk to have a look. Instantly I knew Archangel Raphael and Archangel Chamuel were sending me a message and this was their way of doing it. Actually, Archangel Chamuel who is notorious by-the-way for doing this kind of thing placed those cards there. Raphael’s card said: “Gentle, loving, dreamy, open-hearted. A new emotional situation! Messages regarding relationships or social invitations. Great intuitive insights.” Chamuel’s card said: “Change your Life. A sudden revelation that offers freedom. Break free of procrastination. Embrace the opportunities that change brings.” Needless to say, when I arrived at home I went straight to my Archangel Tarot cards and looked at each one. I was missing the two cards I “found” at work! Okay, I muttered out loud, got the message though I am still not happy and my trust is not quite there. Even though my spiritual team has proven to me that they were there and guiding me I was still skeptical and still mad! To make an effort of moving forward I followed a friend’s advice, I signed up to a reputable online dating site, she didn’t want me to shut down, pull into myself after I had worked hard to make room in my heart for another. I also began to go out with friends etc. I had wonderful times with my friends but the void was still there. (As of this post not responses to my online dating site. Like WTH?) Jorge It was a week into my I’m not going to think, talk, feel, or look strike when I had a visit from Jorge. Just as I laid down to go to sleep one night I sensed his presence. I felt a quivering in my energy fields, a slight breeze and warmth spread up through my sacral chakra to my heart chakra. He laid down beside me as I lay on my right side. I felt him cradle me in his warmth, and I sighed. Happiness and wholeness spread throughout my being, I felt alive again. I didn’t feel lost. I whispered in the dark, “hi,” his energies felt the same, I felt safe, and loved. I heard him say “hi” in return. Quietly I asked him, “Am I imagining this?” He replied, “No, I am real, you know who I am. It was planned for us to reconnect this way. You recognized me from that one image. You see who souls really are when you look into their eyes.” I breathed in his energies, I don’t have any other words to describe it. I just inhale his energies into mine. He kissed me and I sensed his smile. I asked him, “Why can’t we be together physically?” My inquiry came across as a young girl with her arms crossed stamping her feet in frustration. “We can’t this time round, he replied matter-of-factly, though there was a sad tone to it. We both have our paths to follow and many lessons still to learn before we can fully be together. A lifetime is a drop in the bucket compared to eternity. We are together, and working together on higher realms, you just don’t recall it. I have tried my best to keep my distance, I don’t want my presence, my love for you to influence or cause both of our sorrow. You need to make room for another to enter your life. There is too much at stake. I don’t want to risk it, we both have worked too hard and come so far, please be patient.” Everything Jorge said to me made perfect sense, innately I got it, but the physical aspect of me didn’t want to understand or listen. I wanted him now I was tired of waiting. I was weary of desiring something so much and not allowed to have it. Stamping my feet again and pouting. A week later on a Saturday morning while sitting on my top deck drinking coffee, viewing Tumblr and switching back and forth to other social sites, and downloading pictures I broke down and viewed pictures of Jorge. I hadn’t felt Jorge’s presence in over a week. I missed him. I felt compelled to seek more information about us, I went to the source where I knew I would get some answers. The Akashic Records. I asked my spiritual team if I could access Jorge’s Akashic Records, I received a firm yes. Instantly, with his picture in front of me, looking straight into his left eye I was in, I was there. I was shown many doors, many places within, numerous symbols, many qualities and aspects of him, many lifetimes he had been in and the many characters he played. Alchemy, warrior, Atlantis, I saw many children etc. Then I was shown a planet called the Pleiades and Jorge came forth. We were soon traveling through space, soaring quickly enjoying the freedom of weightlessness, and most of all the freedom. We came to a star system and slowly merged within its atmosphere. I opened my eyes, Jorge took my hand in his, smiled to let me know everything was okay and to trust him. As I became accustomed to my new environment I had the sensation we were not standing on firm ground but floating as if we were not physically there. Then my environment shifted, Jorge and I were alone walking on a beach. I remarked to him how beautiful and different this place was. The air was clear and crisp. The sky was different, the colours were so bright. He laughed and said, “of course this is a different planet.” We were holding hands and wearing tan robes with gold trim with symbols I had never seen before. I asked, “Why are we alone?” He said, “We are outside of this realm so we can be alone to talk and enjoy this place all to ourselves.” I asked, “What’s with the robes?” He laughed. “What we wear or did wear here.” Jorge and I continued to walk the beach holding hands and enjoying each other’s company. We didn’t have to talk as we knew what each was feeling and thinking. We stopped and faced each other as we both were feeling powerful emotions. I could sense that he was holding things back and said so. He admitted he was because if he let it go I would be the one to feel the sorrow. “The longing you feel for me, he interjected into my thoughts, will intensify and only cause you more pain. You are starting to heal from our last encounter.” I thought about what he had said for a minute and I got the impression he wanted to tell me everything. I did try to break down his reserve and he did allow me in, well just a little. I saw tears in his eyes but these tears were mostly for me as he from his vantage point could see the whole picture and able to rein in his emotions quickly. We continued to walk along, enjoying each other’s company, Jorge turned to me and said, “You know that pictured of me”. (The one I keep referring to, I wish I could show you but I can’t identify him.) “Yes I said, what about it?” “At the time it was taken he said, I wasn’t aware of the true purpose up until we reconnected. It was meant for you someday.” Suddenly, everything started to click into place. I realized I wasn’t nuts at all. Jorge’s soul energy knew someday I would see it and I would recognize his soul through his eyes. The experience I had with the scammer was meant to happen. Should I thank the scammer for the deception? NO! Jorge continued on with our past life history lesson. “We haven’t had a lifetime on earth together for a long time, most our lifetimes were in the Pleiades and other realms. The Pleiades is our real home.” I asked, “We chose to come to Earth?” “Yes, he replied, long ago, we were young in Earth age when we arrived but older and wiser in Pleiadian age. We can talk about this another time.” “I want you to know I understand your sadness, and yearning, I feel the same. To spend a lifetime with you would be wonderful, a blessing and an honour. But, he reminded me again, a lifetime is a drop in the bucket. We continue to work together on many realms, we are together but not in the way here on earth. I am always nearby if needed and continue to send love, strength, and support to you as you do to me. I admit I try to keep my distance because we are like magnets, I can’t help the pull.” To be continued… Interesting Reads and Resources Twin Souls, eternal feminine, eternal masculine, the end of loneliness by Patricia Joundry and Maurice D. Pressman, M.D. Perfect Love, find intimacy on the astral plane by D. J. Conway Finding your soul mate by Michael Soulmates, following inner guidance to the relationship of your dreams by Carolyn Godschild Miller Heart magic: metaphysical stories about finding love and answers by Dick Sutphen Only love is real: a story of soul mates reunited by Brian L. Weiss Spiritual partnership: the journey to authentic power by Gary Zukav Ascension and romantic relationships by Joshua David Stone Interesting, I had two life lesson situations going on around this time last year. One was ongoing from the summer before, the other was a recent “attack” out of the blue.
“You take it personally because you agree with whatever was said. As soon as you agree, the poison goes through you, and you are trapped in the dream of hell.” Though I didn’t agree with what was said or done to me…still the venom of what they said and acted upon went through me like poison. Looking back now I was in fact poisoned and I was for periods of time trapped in the dream of hell of my own doing. I allowed this poison on some level to filter into my peaceful world, corrupt my sense of well-being, sense of self and confidence. I allowed myself to become bitter, angry and a VICTIM. My inner voice gently and quietly said, ” you did nothing wrong, stand your ground, state your case and hold your head up high. This is a lesson.” During these times I called upon my spiritual team which consists of my higher self, my spiritual guides, guardian angel, archangel Michael, archangel Raphel and Ascended Masters Jesus, Quan Yin, Mother Mary, Lu Sing and of course the Creator for assistance and protection from the energy cords thrown my way. I also had a life coach and have a close group of friends who helped me through this time. During this rough process, I kept telling myself it is them not me, it is their stuff reflected onto me. It is their stuff they are working through and I am the one to help them see it… Yeah right, easy to say this, not easy to do whilst in the midst of a traumatic life changing shitshow. “We think we are responsible for everything. Me, me, me, always me! Nope! Okay, maybe a little but not everything not in this case.
I saw this picture with this written: "You are a beautiful soul wrapped up in a human body. It's your job to unwrap, and find your soul again." I wrote the side paragraphs a few days ago and I stand by them, now I also get the image of an onion. Each layer we cloak ourselves in is like a onion and I sense with each peel of the skin we get closer to who we really are. This "reality" of who we are may take us by surprise because we haven't seen ourselves in such light let alone sense ourselves in a very long time. Sometimes we may get a brief glimpse when we are relaxed or moved by some heighten, traumatic, fantastic event in our lives but then we fold back into our layers and continue on our merry way.
You can start the process of unwrapping by calling on your higher self (soul), God, Creator, your spiritual guides. Archangel Michael is wonderful with this as well as Archangel Raphael, when you make the call they are there to assist with cutting energy cords, filling you with Divine Energy and Love. Also, Energy Healing along with Crystal Therapy assists with releasing energy blockages and aligns your energy centres, (chakras) and energy fields (spiritual, mental and emotional). I found this Buddha picture on my tumblr feed the other day and thought it was relevant to what I have been working on for the past few months…ABUNDANCE. Attracting what I want into my life and how can I manifest it. I created a manifest/vision board last week and infused it with Integrated Energy Therapy (IET). I put a lot of thought and effort into my manifestation board and I have what one would say placed it at the footstool of the creator. Basically I let it go like one would a balloon to let it flow freely out into the ether's thinking positive that my vision aligns with my higher self/soul. Getting back to the Buddha picture/quote(s) they resonate with me, for example: if you think negative everything around you will in some way be negative. Your energy attracts like a magnet anything to you which is on the same vibration as you. I am a very visual person, I can see how things can work out, how things can go great or go bad. I have found how I used this “gift” is so very important. If I decided to see things in a negative light usually that is what would happen. If I decided to visualize and follow through with that visualization to the end it can manifest to my advantage and be very powerful be it negative or positive. I don’t know if I am making myself clear, all I know is it isn’t easy to fully integrate the above quotes into my daily life 100% of the time. Basically, my fears, self doubt, my ego (inner child), my spirit housed in human form gets in the way. This bugs me to no end because I know the above quotes are correct and I can manifest what I truly want but somewhere within me I am blocking the manifestation on some level. What I am receiving from my higher self/guides whomever is this, continue to work on the inner voices that create the blockages, create the fear, create the doubts and lack of self confidence. Once you get that under control you are on your way to manifesting what you want. You plus billions of people on this planet are in the same boat. The word you are to say over and over to yourself is BELIEVE! Believe in yourself, believe in your abilities, believe you can create whatever you want and make it manifest before you. Stop limiting yourself. If only you can see what we see. Trust in your self and your abilities to shine your light out into the world for all to see. Once you allow your light to shine it opens up all of your energy fields allowing growth, a sense of freedom to excel in who you really are …a co-creator of the universe. Wow! Let me declare right now that my grammar will not be perfect and sometimes my spelling will be wild please deal with it. I don’t want to get bogged down during this process to worry about such things. Let me say that the term awakening in a spiritual sense for me is rising from a deep sleep, sitting up, rubbing the sleep from my eyes and shaking the cobwebs from my foggy brain. I awakened young I suppose though I had not a clue as to what that term meant in the context I am referring to now. All I know is that I felt, thought and sensed differently from others, and from my own family. I felt or sensed a connection to something within me or around me but I didn’t know or could comprehend at such a young age as to what that connection was. I questioned, I sought answers to things, I stood out. I was different. That being said, it made me a target for of a lot of bullying, and nastiness from my peers at the ages of 12-14. A period of time which took a while to recover from. When I look back I realize it must have been some karma I had to work through, to get out of the way in order to clear the path for what was to come. I was raised in the Roman Catholic faith and to be honest it has given me a solid foundation and a strong connection to Ascended Master Jesus, and to Ascended Master Mother Mary, Ascended Master Mary Magdalene, Archangel Michael, Gabriel and Raphael. As I grew older I internally began to question my faith, my belief system and how different it was from “the Church”. I wasn’t comfortable confessing to a priest, I felt I could skip the middle guy and have a chat with God myself, I didn’t need someone else to act on my behalf to have a chat with God. I have always felt that God and me had a connection, God was not separate from me, God was in me. So this was so foreign to me. I wasn’t too happy how women were treated within Christianity, how it was a man’s world so I began to explore the “new age” movement and how Christianity fit into it. Awakening to what is within me and around me broaden my outlook on the world and to the living things within it. I gradually began to take charge of what I believed in, what I sensed with my “spider” senses and trust them to be true. Over the years I have had too many neat experiences not to believe in the spirit world and I, like everyone else was connected to it. Awakening to the knowledge that what I think, feel, act and do ripples out into the world, creates lasting energy –“good” or “negative”. How I interact with others affects them just as much as it affects me. For example, walking past a stranger and giving them a smile or a nod…acknowledging them. A smile, a kind word and helping hand to someone can change their whole moment, their whole day. Becoming self aware, understanding how my actions, words, thoughts and beliefs affected not only me but others and situations propelled me forward to my awakening. An awakening of knowing I am spirit housed in a physical body having a physical experience. |
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